Actually, i already recovered from the heart broken. yes, the incident is about few days ago (15th June 2009) but somehow, i got strength from my faith towards Allah+ my mother and my lil sister+my surroundings (frens, lecturer). its good rite?? i mean, i didnt expect to gain a calm life this soon. i expect that i will grieving for quite sometimes (at least a week). because last time i got a heart break, i spend 3 weeks of non-stop crying-everywhere. in my office, on my way home, of coz in toilet too. i take 2 years to fully recovered (to forget and open my heart to next relationship). compared to when the first time i've got a heart broken with FIRDAUS...this time is nothing...seriously. so i guess i'm not missing anything. i still got all the love i needed.

on the day he's dumping me, I chant Yasiin to relieved my heart. yes, i cried with it. on every end of "...mubiin.." (there are 7 of them in Yasiin), i ask Allah to make it easy for me to go through this heart broken period, make it easy for me to forget about him, make me not to hate him and make me not to think about him much. dats my mom's suggestion to me if i have any difficulties.

i even called my mother to told her the incident. hehe..but she blamed me actually. she said I was never serious in relationship. even i denied it, then i think, maybe my mother's rite. (actually i'm afraid to get serious, dat the impact will be hard if something like this happen). then i ask her to passed the phone to my lil sister who knew every single updates of my relationship (present and previous). we were really close. i also told her the same things i said to my mom. and she also said the exact word as my mother " i was never serious in relationship". haha..i'm sure she doesnt listen to my mother when she (my mom) said that before. so i have to admit the quote. haha...alamak...

so then, i guess the one that i really need is my mom. the conclusion is from THE ONE lyric: Shakira.