-the end- 10:48 PM
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dear you,

i dont want to stay another minute
i dont want you to say a single word
there is no other way
i get the final say
because i dont want to do this any longer
i dont want you
there's nothing left to say

i'm sorry for the way i let go
of everything i wanted when you came along
i know next to you is not where i belong
and its a little late for explanations
there isnt anything that you can do

364-Grinning Revengers 12:10 AM
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I luv Aizen-sama..eventhough he is a bad guy. afterall, maybe i just luv bad guy...hehe

exam for this semester 1:31 AM
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uhuk2...

tomoro i will have SAD (system analysis and design) paper...
takot lorr...
i even dreamt about one of my lecturer...not good, not good
it cant be a good sign..or...is it coz i'm too nervous about my exam?
hehe..cam tak caye je leh nervous for exam

uhuk2

superchunky from Hell 10:34 PM
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well, i dun know what to post for a while. guess, i dun have idea. so, this is manga dat i view recently. Bleach 363- Superchunky From Hell



HOW TO CURE A HEART BROKEN 3:33 AM
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Actually, i already recovered from the heart broken. yes, the incident is about few days ago (15th June 2009) but somehow, i got strength from my faith towards Allah+ my mother and my lil sister+my surroundings (frens, lecturer). its good rite?? i mean, i didnt expect to gain a calm life this soon. i expect that i will grieving for quite sometimes (at least a week). because last time i got a heart break, i spend 3 weeks of non-stop crying-everywhere. in my office, on my way home, of coz in toilet too. i take 2 years to fully recovered (to forget and open my heart to next relationship). compared to when the first time i've got a heart broken with FIRDAUS...this time is nothing...seriously. so i guess i'm not missing anything. i still got all the love i needed.


on the day he's dumping me, I chant Yasiin to relieved my heart. yes, i cried with it. on every end of "...mubiin.." (there are 7 of them in Yasiin), i ask Allah to make it easy for me to go through this heart broken period, make it easy for me to forget about him, make me not to hate him and make me not to think about him much. dats my mom's suggestion to me if i have any difficulties.

i even called my mother to told her the incident. hehe..but she blamed me actually. she said I was never serious in relationship. even i denied it, then i think, maybe my mother's rite. (actually i'm afraid to get serious, dat the impact will be hard if something like this happen). then i ask her to passed the phone to my lil sister who knew every single updates of my relationship (present and previous). we were really close. i also told her the same things i said to my mom. and she also said the exact word as my mother " i was never serious in relationship". haha..i'm sure she doesnt listen to my mother when she (my mom) said that before. so i have to admit the quote. haha...alamak...

so then, i guess the one that i really need is my mom. the conclusion is from THE ONE lyric: Shakira.

You're the one I need
The way back home is always long
But if you're close to me I'm holding on
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
Cause there's nothing like your smile made of sun

In the world full of strangers
You're the one I know..


only a mother knew how to ease a heart broken..

I'M NOT MISSING YOU-the lyric 3:35 AM
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::.this lyric fits me too well rite now.::

Oh, Oh
Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus]
(But) Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, if he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

[Chorus x2]

No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life

[Chorus]

Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

comment moderation 12:39 AM
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sorry guys..i already change da settings on my comment column. so now you can leave ur comment like always...


n PLEASEEEEEE....leave me ur comment...i beg uuu...huhu

p.s.:dats y no comments for me recently..huhu


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